I don’t feel like writing right now! (Intro)



Today is going to be a huge day of mine!! I start with the mindset of a real writer out there. It is a bit pressure for me since I often break my own commitment when I was young. I do love writing, I enjoy it. I know this activity sometimes going to be frustrating and I will give up easily to this thing that I have started because it seems difficult. Recently, I read many articles from many writers worldwide. I felt as fresh as daisy kind of human being.

Becoming a writer is one of my biggest dreams since I was a child. I remembered the day when my elementary teacher found me writing my own story behind her back during her class. I was in the 4th grade. Despite, she is angry to me, she even told my mother that I have writer’s materials and I might have that potential to be a writer one day. She invited me to join one of writing competition, she sent two students in school as a delegates. But, because it was my first experience and I have no mentor to treat me. Then, I have no idea what happened next since I forgot what I was doing after that day. Maybe I kept explore myself as a kids, jump from one thing to another thing to do. But, every time I was felling down, her words comes to my head and lighting me up. It becomes my personal spirit to make me believe that one day I will write.

 I haven’t been writing as often as I wish, but today I’m committed to mastering my minds in order to build my writing habit. What is my biggest goal? For me, I want to expand my reach, share and get the income through writing. Since I am still a beginner in writing, success for me might define writing as often as I could. Don’t jump too far. Start committedly with write 250 word blog post once per week or even one sentence every morning when you wake up. Then continue with the next goal for instance writing 500 word blog posts for the next two week. Once you accomplish your small goal, your brain is going to think that you are capable to do something more challenging in the future.

If I really want to get 10 times the chances of reaching my writing, of course I need to make it step by step. But, starting to make it as a reward, my mentor said it will be increased 100% chances reaching up the goal. I am going to put the mindset of writing 1000 words per day will help me to publish my own book and wide it away as a business. Based on the research by University of College London, in order to make writing becomes a habit which sticks as glue in your daily life, we need a minimum 66 days or two months to do that daily. So, be patient. I am going to keep doing that. Look back your very first day’s picture, review your writing and be resilient. You will one day realize that hard work will be paid off. One day, you are stuck, look at to your goal, you have committed yourself becoming a success writer. Oops a daisy! I didn’t realize I finish my writing today, in total 550 words for today. Damn, I start with the feeling of I am not into this till I make it for real.   

So, do you trust me?

Let’s begin again. 

Love, Raysa

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